It took me awhile to realize that I am NOT
It took me some years to slowly adhere that I was NOT
The Impulse of change was strong on my veins as I started to drain MYSELF
As I started to believe that i could not appease the thoughts floating in my Head
Slowly taking over me
Telling me who I should Be
You dont Like my makeup you want me to be free
You dont like my hair its not for everybody
How do you appeal to a crowd whose confused
Who dont know their self but somehow Judge you.
Why do my ideas fall on deaf ears
My Opinions crucified
because they dont align
with what you want me to be
But I am ME!
I am HER
I am beautiful….. Yes every Inch
Every scar, Every Bruise, Every Roll you see
Every split end curl Every acne that’s me
I can only be her that’s all I will be
You will choose to love me because I am she
You will see what I see and believe what i believe
because together, we are on the same frequency
You can either Vibe with me
Be a Tribe with me
Or decide to Leave me.
Just know that for YOU
she will never change
She will Never Bend
Shit who are you?!
YOU Don’t even know
But you part your lips to Judge ME,
Who is SHE
… Bitch Please!
It took me awhile to finally see that I am NOT
It took me some miles but I got there in time; I am NOT
The itch that I felt trying hard to compel the person You WANTED
But I have learned to agree with what I see
Just as I am
Just Who I Be